Eve's: Archive

Just words

My gut feelings have always been the purest of emotions and I’d never doubt it. Keeping quiet about it maybe, but NEVER doubt. Because i’ve hit it right too many times. …………….. 15 min later My gut tells me i should stop writing and go back to sleep. With an honest thought… “I look at you, and I’m glad to be me” (not you) Man,...

Feb 21st

Hi. i'm eve.

-a closure- It took me a long time to finally decide to write again. why? maybe i’m afraid of the vulnerability it might bring. It just didn’t seem like i’ve got any words. because i felt empty. I met someone 3 years back. It was wonderful and passionate. It was new, it almost seem like a stranger that I was trying to get to know. He made me look at the world different. He was...

Jan 30th

hello?

Hi Darren, If you can hear me, i wanna tell you i’m sorry. i wanna tell you that i miss you and you will always be a little brother to me. i cant stop crying. i need to stop. when i saw you, my heart sank, i wanted to tell you so many things, but it’s all stuck. I only have here now. you are loved and i will NEVER forget you. NEVER. you have a piece of my heart, i’ve never met...

Nov 2nd

Darren

“we were strolling down the sports complex, and you were going on and on about the incident. It was casual and I even made fun of you. Then suddenly, you dashed across the street for the bus. I had this gut wrenching feeling that that was the last time that i was gonna see you and so i ran. i ran with all i had and shouted out, DARREN!!. I gave you a hug and then you smiled and said...

Oct 31st

Japan

Somehow, someway, i came back with a heavy heart. I don’t know if it’s exhaustion, or a omg.ive.got.fckingmanythings.todo, but my mind has been screwing me lately. That explains the accident, and that explains my missing sketchbook. no one to blame, only me. :( Too many thoughts at once makes me anxious and it doesnt help when im not at all fantastic with multi tasking. Needs...

Oct 30th