Eve's

“we were strolling down the sports complex, and you were going on and on about the incident. It was casual and I even made fun of you.
Then suddenly, you dashed across the street for the bus.
I had this gut wrenching feeling that that was the last time that i was gonna see you and so i ran. i ran with all i had and shouted out, DARREN!!.
I gave you a hug and then you smiled and said
“it’s gonna happen sooner or later, stop it! i very paiseh leh”. 
Then you left”

I prayed for a dream, and i choose to believe you came into it and talked. :)

Words cant describe how i feel right now. The tears come and go but for the first time, i felt that it was worth it.

I still remember all the fun times we had. How we can joke about the smallest and lamest things. 
How you could not stop laughing when i lied that i farted and you pretended that it stank.
There are countless occasions where i enjoyed your company.
It was the Australia trip that brought us closer, we were even more of a couple than i was with Alvin. haha. 
I also remember the “stop nagging la” look whenever i told you to be a good boy. 

Then there were the heart to heart talks and the time where we went to bugis for “a date”.  

Even though we stopped contact for a while, when i met you at CNY’09, you were still the same crazy fun boy i knew. The same humour, the same smile, the same hand gestures, the same you.

This post is dedicated to you, Darren. To remind you what a great person you are and is very much loved. 

I thank you, for bringing me so much joy and laughter, for making me feel comfortable whenever there’s an awkward situation. I thank you, for you.

You will be missed.
Rest in Peace <3